1. |
Four Letter Word
03:03
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A better man would say
When you've given up on love
Your confidence will fray
I'm forgetting what to play
My strings forgive my tired hands so I give them both away
I won't ask why
I'll lean into your arms and listen to you sigh
And when I kiss you I will close my eyes
I will not lie
My pen just sings the words my empty head can't write
As I put it to the paper and close my eyes
I'm technically insane
I broke my head to spite my heart
And it slowly filled with space
But there's blood still in my veins
It slips into my fingers and my guitar strings get stained
I cannot tell a lie
I cannot tell you anything at all
The pictures on your wall distract my eyes from common laws
Like gravity as words begin to fall around me
Baby, around your lucid grin
I see the lights from the street just dim and glisten off your skin
And I can't summon up the words I never wanna try again
I won't ask why
I'll lean into your arms and listen to you sigh
And when I kiss you I will close my eyes
I will not lie
My pen just sings the words my empty head can't write
As I put it to the paper and close my eyes
I close my eyes
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2. |
My Bloody Crawl
03:20
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One way ride
Just take me to the bar
And drop me off
You know I'll be just fine
I know that you can't stand to talk when your mouth is dry
You haven't had very much luck with the soda and rye
If you just sit in the back and keep a trained eye
You'll see that the falcon there is really a fly
One way ride
Just take me to the bar
And drop me off
You know I'll be just fine
But my skin crawls
When you nail me to the cross
And I fall off
And crawl my bloody crawl
I know that you're looking for a change in your life
Why should that change have to mean that someone dies?
I'm alone tonight
My view from the floor is beautiful I'll close my eyes
Last night I needed you to come over
I know you hate the drive
But it's an emergency
Last night I felt my life start over
I know it's late to try
But I'm bleeding really bad
One way ride
Just take me to the bar
And drop me off
You know I'll be just fine
But my skin crawls
When you nail me to the cross
And I fall off
And crawl my bloody crawl
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3. |
Soil and Water
03:16
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The world needs to play us a song
A song that forces us along
The words need some urgency strong
To show us that we're not alone
But your problems just blind you from seeing
That it's crumbling between
The necessities that rule everything
Things I've never seen, I've never even dreamed
If you just took some time
I'm sure that you could find something to give you peace of mind
But if you don't even try
Then I'd tell you I don't like you enough to even waste my time
There's an animal underneath your skin
If you starve it then it will be thin
And if you cage it then it will be weak
So tell me what's good for you, what's good for me?
The world needs to play us a song
A song that forces us along
The words need some urgency strong
To show us that we're not alone
All that soil
All that water
If you just took some time
I'm sure that you could find something to give you peace of mind
But if you don't even try
Then I'd tell you I don't like you enough to even waste my time
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4. |
Light Years
05:21
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Assume love
Assume I will care
Baby that's a loose promise
That you'll have to wear
Well I do love
But I do not prepare
Maybe that's a few screws less than what you need to repair
Your heart
She'll bat her eyes good
She'll fraternize better
While my satellite orbits the sun on a Saturday in summer
If you assume love
Assume I will leave
Baby you're a step ahead of me
Cause I just can't be
Anything
She'll bat her eyes good
She'll fraternize better
While my satellite orbits the sun on a Saturday in summer
My space is black
Black as the night
Alone I will write
The stars shine down
My planet just suspends me as I hover above the ground
Light years away from the right ears, you'll know
And it might appear
That I'm standing right here
But I'm not
She'll bat her eyes good
She'll fraternize better
While my satellite orbits the sun on a Saturday in summer
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5. |
A Million Reasons
04:04
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You sit and you stare
The lights are flashing through your hair
Your eyes are deep and clear
The night is a black cloud choking out the air
I'm wide awake
Now that I have your eyes fixed on me
You're talking your big game
But your loyalties are seeping through
There isn't a thing you wouldn't say or do
Your smile never stops short
There's a million reasons a girl will never let boy
Ever get an inch close to a kiss from you
I'm wide awake
Now that I have your eyes fixed on me
The way you're asking the questions now
Tells me you're ready
It's better that we've had this break
The way you're looking me up and down
Tells me you're lonely
I wonder who could've taken your place
Your guard never goes down
You get excited from the argument
You soak the good out to be comfortable in your skin
Your flimsy little pretense
Is waifish and protracted thin
Just like my will to never let you in
I'm wide awake
Now that I have your eyes fixed on me
I scream your name
Loud enough just to scream again
The way you're asking the questions now
Tells me you're ready
It's better that we've had this break
The way you're looking me up and down
Tells me you're lonely
I wonder who could've taken your place
I know I don't have much
I don't have anything for you
I know I don't have much
But I still have eyes for you
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6. |
Via Text
03:10
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This is the last time, you know
I'm gone for good you should've known
A flatline and a groan
The respirators all implode
You'll find out this time
You'll find out, the finest doctor's are in tow
And if you ever laughed until you cried
Well then you know why I do when I look into your eyes
You're the finest piece of shit I've ever known about
You're the picture I've always saved, but now I wish I'd thrown out
So I'm leaving, and I don't care how much it's cold out
So you can call up the fucking scene and let them all know I sold out
It's alright, you know
I don't need much more than I can throw
And that's fine, I'll go
Just have him take off your clothes
I'll find out, someday
I'll find out, you're just as easily replaced
And the morning absolves
But the things that were in your mouth dilute your virtue
Close your mouth now
Get up off your knees, wipe them off and get out
Close your mouth now
Come and claim your hostages and get the fuck out
You're the finest piece of shit I've ever known about
You're the picture I've always saved, but now I wish I'd thrown out
So I'm leaving, and I don't care how much it's cold out
So you can call up the fucking scene and let them all know I sold out
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7. |
Angelie
03:31
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I know you enjoyed it more than me
I wonder if she remembers anything
The couch or the table or the hardwood floor
Are places I can never bare to see no more
I wonder if she smelled thick of sweat and booze
When you laid there together in your bedroom
I'm sure if there were cameras in your walls
I would never sleep again at all
There's a town in Florida, called Angelie
You can visit there for a night or two
But soon you'll have to leave
There's a town in Florida, called Angelie
They have taken you to live down there
I hope you like the heat
I know you enjoyed it more than me
I wonder if she left while you were still asleep
Her lips or her hands are precious things
The only thing she needs is to have a drink
I wonder if the minutes ever add up to
The months I enjoyed spending time with you
I know that you're scared of airplanes
Maybe if you're lucky you can catch the train
To a town in Florida, called Angelie
You'd never believe who you'd see down there
Laughing on the beach
A town in Florida, called Angelie
They have taken you to live down there
I hope you like the heat
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8. |
No Refills
03:51
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A smoke
A drink
The people to my right
I look
I think
The bar is falling down on me
The crowd
The room
Why is this an emergency?
But it is
And I'll wait
And the clock just waves at me
Ha Ha Ha Ha!
I'm laughing at you
Ha Ha Ha Ha!
I'm laughing at me too
The clock
The watch
The time
The problem with a lot
So I walk
And think
I can never find time to sing
The wind
The cold
The bitter cold
So let go
I suppose
If I stop
I might just go somewhere
Somewhere far
Somewhere kind... Ha! Haha!
Ha Ha Ha Ha!
I'm laughing at you
Ha Ha Ha Ha!
I'm laughing at me too
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9. |
The Song Will Write Me
03:21
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I'm staying in tonight
I'm staying up till I get things right
And I know it's been a sleepless year
There's no time for resting yet, no
Well I'm warming up my hands
I'm cleaning off my glasses
I've been waiting for this night
I've got my seatbelt fastened
I'm knowing what I want
I've worked so hard for this
And I'm for real
The song will write me!
And I won't let it go
I will be the one that learns just how to love
I won't let it go
I'm going out tonight
I'm hanging out till I meet Ms. Right
And I know that she will look so good
I somehow always knew she would, oh yeah
The letters just assemble to my eyes
And I will follow them all the way till it's right
The words that fill the page just burst out wide
My eyes just burn with lights
The song will write me!
And I won't let it go
I will be the one that learns just how to love
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10. |
Regulars
01:51
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There's something about the way you roll your eyes away from your glass
There's something about the way you order another one and pull out more cash
And you feel alone, but the conversation just makes you feel at home
There's something not right when you fill up an ashtray and empty a fifth
And there's something just wrong when you talk to the girls until you give them a whiff
And you feel so alone, but the conversation just makes you feel at home
There's something about the way you never eat, but you never lose a pound
There's something about the logic of changing your drink instead of putting it down
And it feels so wrong, but I'll play along
There's about the way you stumble around and climb into your chair
There's something embarrassing how I water you down and you won't even care
And it feels so wrong, but I'll play along
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11. |
Lullabye
10:26
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The tourists are winding down in the city
My shirt is inside out, I'm feeling so tired
So worn down
I could flood this whole street with what I've been drinking
Washed away in waves of flavored vodka
Still stinging in the back of my throat
I'll use my time away from you wisely
I'll sing my lullaby
The summer's winding up in the city
The sun is getting hotter
I'm feeling so dirty, so worn down
I could blacken all the streets with what I've been smoking
A fog that's free of water
My eyes will start stinging from all my smoke
I'll use my time away from you wisely
I'll sing my lullaby
I'll cast my net wide
I'll catch your eye
In a vast night
Far and wide
I'll sing my lullaby
I can't remember anything
I'll sing my lullaby
Time fixes
On and on
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Patrick Baum St Louis, Missouri
I am a songwriter, singer, audio engineer and player of instruments. I learn through creation. Enjoy.
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